That Feeling
I had never thought I would feel this way. This is the feeling I don't wanna feel the one I hate the most. I wondered when I see some people, Some people that are close to me. If they ever felt this way. I thought, if I were them I would feel this way What feeling am I talking about? The feeling when your heart feels heavy. The feeling when you can't say anything to anyone. The feeling when you get into a cocoon. Especially with me, a feeling where I shut down myself. Even for the very close ones. They call it a silent treatment. But for me this is a system close down. I take my time with this. I don't care how long. This feeling is the feeling of doing nothing. Feeling of having no purpose. Feeling of Burden. Breaks my heart, but it's the feeling I go through. Very rarely But very often.