End Year Muted
Happy New Year Readers!! When you are always a loud cheerful person (ahem!), you are used to talking so much. But the last month of my 2017 ended up muting me. The first thing that hit me was Premenstrual syndrome ( #PMS ). I got to my lowest emotional state and even up to a breaking point. I look like a extrovert person but there are lot of things I keep to myself. All of those thoughts and emotions that I buried in myself were now trying to erupt to the worst form it can actually be. I tried looking for help. I looked up for counselling and counselor but nothing great came up. With this, I was also filled up with work and expectations. I realize I am a type of person who like to perfect the work that I take. Sometime it hits me as a drawback. But still I continue doing it. I like positive feedback where a person can feed me in with thing I need to improve rather than a person who would comment on the mistakes. So anyways, starting the month with that sort of emotional state, I