Life With Tenyomaa

We walk down the road very casually, not very often but on the days when we feel like going outing or may be a day out with friends. Those are the days when we dress up in so called "western clothes". For some it may be shorts and for some it may be a dress. There will be tank tops, skirts and these days there are crop shirt, grunge pant the classic, sleeveless and tube tops. We see it everywhere.  Girls wearing them and rocking them on the streets, malls and parties. But for some reason people on the streets aren't able to welcome it in all. That stare we get on the streets when we are walking with friends or may be alone is very awkward. We wear these outfits comfortably before we get out of the house but the stare we get once we are out makes it all awkward. That guy coming towards me has is eyes on my not so much of boobsies. That uncle on the bike with his wife behind him stared at my legs. Now I walk pass a tea shop and the group of worthless people who spend

Usually when I am asked about my traits I am blank. I don't know what I am good at and then I remember I have the gift of art! My way of expressing things in my own way! I doodle on a paper randomly and then later it turns out to be something I never planned to make! I am not saying i am a very good artist because usually I end up making a girl's face specially her eyes. I always have an eye on my paper maybe because I like make-up specially on the eyes or may be the eyes speak the unspoken word. Funny my words are all philosophical like the one I just wrote "....speak the unspoken word" haha...  I am an extrovert person now specially when it comes to positive feelings but when I do get negative feeling I hide them inside. I know its not a good thing but I have learnt to accept the situation. And probably because I have learned that expectation is the root to all disappointment. And I believe that there's no use to show your anger and waste your energy.Whatever

As a child I remember me being a very quite child before others.It was very hard for me to make friend because I was already of a shy personality and on that my father used to be very strict about me making friends with any of the neighborhood children. And I guess the only friends I have got now is from my school, college and work. But 5 yrs back when Hi5 was gaining popularity and I was new in using it, I met this guy. I don't remember if we ever talked on yahoo but our story started online, at least for me as he says he had seen me earlier in my bully mode or should I say angrily trying to scare the hell outta some kid for hitting my sister. So yeah back then I didn't have a personal computer and I had to go to cyber to check mails and reply to them. And that was then when he added me on hi5 and we started chatting. He told me that he lived 2 blocks away from my house. We went to the same same cyber but never talked to each other. One time we were in cyber at the same tim