Life With Tenyomaa

Hi there everyone!! I had something else coming up on my blog but I just decided to this one first. So my last blog was the first blog to ever get a comment on, and I am thankful to the those who commented. One of my closest friend "The Boy Next Door" message me privately about how he can relate to the blog and encouraged me to write more. Well thank you for those remarks though I don't consider myself as a writer. I think I am not very good with words. Today I just wanted to write about an imaginary place. I've been watching one K drama lately "W" have you heard of it?? Well, there the man hero is a comic hero and his partner is a real live person. They have the access into the comic world and the real live world! That made me think of my on place where I can escape. Living in a country like Nepal, it is kinda hard to move out from your parents house specially when you are a girl and in my case at the moment jobless. Haha 😂 I've been called laz

I had never thought I would feel this way. This is the feeling I don't wanna feel the one I hate the most. I wondered when I see some people, Some people that are close to me. If they ever felt this way. I thought, if I were them I would feel this way What feeling am I talking about? The feeling when your heart feels heavy. The feeling when you can't say anything to anyone. The feeling when you get into a cocoon. Especially with me, a feeling where I shut down myself. Even for the very close ones. They call it a silent treatment. But for me this is a system close down. I take my time with this. I don't care how long. This feeling is the feeling of doing nothing.  Feeling of having no purpose. Feeling of Burden. Breaks my heart, but it's the feeling I go through. Very rarely But very often.

What are emotions?? I am not going to give any psychological definition of emotion or anything, Emotions are just feelings, There are seven universal emotions that everyone feels. They are anger, contempt, fear, disgust, happiness, sadness and surprise. We must all be familiar with these emotions. Nothing new here. But what I wanted to talk about here was, if it's just me or there are many others like me! An Emotional Wreck! So now what is emotional wreck? My definition of emotional wreck mostly includes tearing up! Whether in happiness or sadness I tear up just like that. I am not like this with everyone. It is usually for or with the people I love, care and have respect for. Why emotional wreck because there was one time in my high school life me and one of my best friends thought we were busted bad - We thought. It was all in our mind that we thought we were bust bad for doing things we were not supposed to do and all my other friends were against us. We thought they were i